This first shot felt like nothing at first, though it was already a good feeling having overcome the fear of needles. His first inebriaton Liam had felt nearly at once and he still remembered it clearly. He had been 13 back then - today he was 18 - but he would never forget that slap in his face by his mother - the only time she had ever slapped him! - when he came home at night, and the slap by his father the next morning. Now, five years later, his life felt like a living hell; according to his girlfriend he was depressive, he didn't know for sure though, since he avoided any doctor. Slowly the heroin seemed to hit.

Charlie fell back on the couch with a thud, Will climbing on top of him, kissing him hard. His head was floating. He figured Liam was somewhere in the apartment; he'd moved in with Liam when their parents had separated. The fear of being caught just made his heart beat faster though, and he grabbed onto his boyfriend harder than before.

Liam felt great for the first time in weeks. He already loved this drug. He was glad Angelina had made him try try it,; and what he like even more about this first time was that the drug seemed to make his girlfriend even hornier than she usually already was. Or had she always had taken them without him knowing?

Charlie gasped and arched up against Will, moaning. "Shit, mate, he'll hear us." He whispered, and Will just laughed, and Charlie joined in. "Fuck mate, you are so bad for me." He said, but Will didn't seem to care. Charlie reached over to the drawer by the couch to see if there were any condoms in the table there, but his hand found nothing. "Shit... I might have to steal one from my brother..." He bit his lip, and Will sat back, as if asking, 'well what are you waiting for?"

Liam let his head fall back against the back of his sofa while Angelina was busy unbuttoning his shirt and kissing his freed chest. Possessively Liam held her on her waist, pulling her closer and grinding his crotch against hers.

Charlie retrieved one more kiss before pushing Will off him, creeping down the hallway to Liam's room. He couldn't hear anything as he pressed his ear to the door, so he began to turn the handle. Worst comes to worst, he could just pretend to talk to Liam when he went in there. Slowly, he poked his head in, looking around, the sight before him making him gape blankly.

Liam pushed his girlfriend's shirt up and pulled it over her head. He cupped her breasts with his hands, feeling the warm skin, kissing her neck and shoulder greedily. At the moment, there was nothing on his mind but his lust and his girlfriend. The apartment could have collapsed, he wouldn't have noticed.

Charlie couldn't exactly tear his eyes away. But he was lucky. On the dresser by the door, there was a box of condoms. He just had to figure out if his brother would notice him. He had a 50/50 chance, so he reached a hand out into the room, inching closer and closer to the box. Then he noticed the syringe on the floor, and froze in his actions.

Liam moaned loudly when they locked their lips. The actual kiss though wasn't much about touching lips, it was about biting and sucking and tongue-fighting. Liam softly, but still determined, pushed Angelina over to rather lie on the couch instead of sitting on his lap. He raised his head - and froze, staring right at his little brother.

"Shit!" Charlie said, grabbing the box and retreated out the door. He quickly ran to his room and slammed the door shut, locking it. Will looked at him, bemused, before standing up and wrapping his arms around Charlie's shaking form, asking what was wrong.

"Bastard!" Liam hissed, about to get up and run after Charlie, but Angelina held him back, cupping and squeezing his still jeans-clad, slightly hard, sensitive lower part, making him let out a mixture of a moan and a sigh, and telling him not to care.

Will slowly kissed his neck. "They are doing drugs in there... and well... fucking... but they're doing drugs, Will, injecting shit." Will paused in his ministrations, turning Charlie around and looking him in the eye for a moment before kissing him gently, telling him it was his brother's own choice what he did, there was nothing Charlie could do. Charlie sighed and pressed his forehead to Will's, letting the boy take him to bed.

Liam didn't say that he still cared, but indulged in Angelina's touches and kisses. But she seemed to almost read his mind, for she stopped telling him that if he saw the syringe going after him wouldn't make it any better and if he didn't going after him would be far too suspicious. "But..." Liam started being stopped by a hot greedy kiss.

Will pushed Charlie down on the bed, taking the box of condoms from him and laying on top of him. Charlie kissed back distractedly, mind still back on what he saw in the other room, but Will soon made any negative thoughts very hard with his pulsing hips. Charlie moaned, reaching up to kiss his boyfriend harder, getting a better angle at his mouth

Angelina really did her job in distracting Liam very well. Liam first felt like a puppet when she pushed off his trousers, but his attention grew when she undressed in quite a turning on way, and she finally had his full attention when rubbing her hot crotch against his leg and hip.

drugs, syringe... what the fuck are you doing to yourself Liam? Charlie thought to himself, even as Will removed his pants and shirt from him, leaving the smaller boy only in his boxers. He looked up at his boyfriend. "You have entirely too many clothes on" He said, trying to distract himself.

Liam kissed his way down Angelina's chest down to her crotch. He loved that his girlfriend shaved her pubic hair, the skin was lovely smooth - and it was much more pleasant when licking her out.

Charlie pressed against Will, pushing his brother far from his mind. His hips subconsciously undulated under his boyfriends touch as long fingers wrapped around his now solid cock and pressed it against another, making them both shiver and moan silently.

Liam let his tongue slide through his girlfriend's slit making her moan quite loudly and hiss his name. The first time Liam had ever done that he had been rather disgusted by the idea but in the meantime he quite loved it and he love the taste of his girlfriend.

Charlie let his boyfriend fuck him hard, head rolling back onto the pillows as his hands gripped the sheets. But he remained utterly silent. Will consistently tried to get noises to erupt out of him, but to no avail. Charlie just met his eyes warmly and smiled.

Liam licked and teased Angelina's clit. She was a loud girl when it came to sex. She cried out loud when the waves of orgasm hit her. Liam licked off her juice running down her inner thighs. She sat up then and pushed him over moaning that she'd gonna ride him.

Will eventually slowed his pace, looking Charlie in the eye, asking him what was wrong. Charlie let his eyes drift to the ceiling, sighing. "I just can't be loud, Will. I love what you are doing; I just can't... express it." Will smiled softly, leaning in to kiss Charlie gently, whispering against his lips that he'd never heard a musician not make music when making love. Charlie laughed, kissing him back harshly. "Get on with it, you fucking tease."

Liam let his head loll back, rearing his hips when Angelina let herself down easy onto his hot, hard, pulsing erection, surrounding it with her hot wetness. He reached forward cupping and massaging her bum reaching even into her crack teasing her hole. They didn't look at each other when he thrust upward inside her, when she moved up and down on him. They never looked at each other when having sex.

Will leaned in so close their noses touched, beginning with a leisurely pace this time. They're eyes were so close they had no choice but to look at each other, but Charlie wasn't complaining. He liked it this way. Painfully intimate.

Liam felt being near his orgasm, so he sped up his pace of thrusting into her and made his fingers be occupied with teasing Angelina's clit. He could feel her juice run down his cock onto his balls and felt every single wave of her orgasm, then he came as well, deep inside her.

Charlie couldn't last long, it was too intense. He heard a scream from the next room, and desire pulsed through him. They had to finish soon, or Liam would catch them. He reached in between them, pinching Will's nipples, making him whine and thrust harder. "Fuck." Charlie said, feeling his arousal grow.

Panting Liam reached for the as well panting girl pulling her down to lie on his chest. Lightly he kissed her face while slowly regaining breath. "Geez, Lina… you’re amazing" He whispered biting her earlobe.

Will bit back a scream as he arched his back, pushing into Charlie once more before coming inside of him. Charlie moaned softly but came hard as Will bit his neck, making his shiver and lose all control. He lay back flat against the bed, Will curling up next to him, sated.

Lina pressed her lips hard on Liam's lips. He opened his lips for her tongue to enter his mouth. He slightly shivered in anticipation when she asked him to take her shower with her adding that she intended to go clubbing tonight and to shoot up again before that.

Charlie and Will sat in bliss for a few moments, laying delicate kisses on each other’s lips and noses, before Charlie raised his head. "We should probably get dressed. My brother thinks we're 'studying'. That'd be kinda odd to study with our pants off." He said, giggling, but he didn't move. He was so eternally happy right now, he couldn't bring himself to move.

When Liam and Lina passed Charlie's room on their way to the bathroom, Liam was tempted to go inside, talk to his brother, check what he saw, but he didn't. First because Lina wouldn't let him, second because he was still naked and he'd have felt strangely shy and vulnerable like this if he walked in there.

Charlie heard Liam outside their door and unconsciously held his breath. Will laughed at him behind his hand, but he couldn't hold it back, and instead he slipped on the floor, laughing hard. Charlie hit him hard, whispering "shut up, you fucking wanker!"

Liam heard laughter, which he knew wasn't his brother's, coming from Charlie's room. He was wrinkling his nose and brows suspiciously when Lina pulled him into the bathroom and closed the door.

Charlie slid onto the floor, pressing his hand to his boyfriend's mouth, trying to silence the laughter. "Are you barking mad, you arse? You'll get me in so much trouble!" he said, but he started giggling as well.

Liam sometimes - if not even often - felt like Lina didn't like his brother, which hurt. At least as long as he wasn't high it did hurt, but he was nearly constantly high, so most of the time he only noticed it as a fact and, trying to please her, treated un-duly.

Charlie and Will's laughs eventually subsided, and Charlie let his head fall to Will's chest, hearing the shower starting. "Guess they're done shagging..." he said distractedly. He raised his head suddenly. "Think we could see what they were injecting? Let’s go check their room!" So he got up, flinging on a pair of boxers. Will looked at him surprised, but got up soon after him, following him to his brother's room.

Liam lathered his girlfriend, grabbing her hard so she wouldn't collapse when she started to sway. But although they were both swaying more or less, they didn't care and wouldn't think about stopping to drink and smoke (and inject), but rather get giggling fits and drink/smoke/inject more after the shower to feel "normal" again and stop swaying.

Charlie snuck into his brother's room, picking up the needle carefully despite Will's angry warnings of HIV and AIDS. "Oh hush, I'm not stupid enough to prick myself." He looked around for the drugs themselves, seeing a small dime bag. "What is this shit?" He said, holding it up for Will to see. The boy came closer, inspecting the bag in his hand.

Liam lathered her from head to toe, bending down onto both knees. When he tried to get up again he lost balance. He grabbed onto his girlfriend but only to pull her with him when he toppled against the wall. They only started giggling harder and laughing like jerks on a drug high - which they actually were.

Charlie looked closely at the dime bag. Will came closer, wrapping one arm around his waist and reaching out with the other to inspect the bag. "I only know a few drugs that look like this" Charlie said slowly. "And they aren't mild."

Liam pushed then off the wall to stand again. "Let's get out." Liam said already opening the curtain. They stumbled out of the shower, reaching for the towels. Then, Lina sent Liam out, saying she didn't need him to watch her getting dressed and putting her makeup on and adding that he should dress decently. Rolling his eyes Liam left the room.

Charlie heard the shower go off and looked down at his and Will's appearance. They both were still only clad in boxers and were ruffled and still slightly sweaty. "We should clean up." But he heard the bathroom door close and footsteps in the hallway. "Oh, shit." He dropped the bag.

"What the bloody hell are you doing in my room?" Liam couldn't believe his eyes when he got back into his room. "What is he doing here?" Liam could barely accept Charlie being in here, but a total stranger? That was definitely too much!

Charlie tried to hide the dime bag with his foot, but winced at the crinkling sound it made. Will just sat there with his eyes closed, breathing hard through his nose. "We were... uh... looking for something."

"Uh ha?" Liam asked suspiciously. From the corner of his eye he had followed the movement of Charlie's foot. He didn't know exactly what to do. It was his life, it was up to him what he did, he didn't need to justify what he did, not to his little brother. But still he felt like he needed to talk to him. Alone. He pointed at the other boy with furious eyes. "Out!"

Will stood firm for a moment, eyes slightly scared but overall strong. But Charlie put a hand on his arm and nodded, so Will left. Charlie then just glared up at his brother. "You don't need to yell at him like that. Its not his fault you've been caught."

"What the...?" Liam began. "I don't feel caught, wanker, I don't even need to justify. He just doesn't need to be in my room, bloody hell!" Liam let himself fall onto his sofa, glaring at Charlie. "So, you were looking for something, huh? Wanted to use them yourselves? Wanted to get evidence that your bro's such a bad guy who let's you live with him?"

Charlie growled. "Fuck you. I don't need evidence to show that you are ruining your life. Its not my problem either. All I'm saying is that you shouldn't be so fucking mean to my bo... my friends." He said, anger boiling in him. "And I am not nearly that stupid to want to use them myself, you fucking prat."

"Fine! But there wouldn't be a reason to be mean to them if they wouldn't invade my private sphere!" Liam growled. "I was even about asking you if you want to go clubbing with us..."

Charlie halted, mouth open with a retort that wouldn't come now. "You were? Why?" He said, furrowing his brow. His brother wouldn't normally be seen in public with him, much less at a place full of sexy hot people.

"Just because. Thought maybe you would like to go out." Liam wasn't sure himself why he had thought about asking them, but he had, and why not? "Well, think about it."

Charlie closed his mouth with a snap. "Can my friend come too?" He said quietly, feeling foolish that only a second ago he'd been telling his brother how much he was ruining his life, and now he was completely surrendering to him. "I don't think he's ever been." Which was a complete and utter lie; they'd both snuck into clubs a myriad number of times.

Liam wasn't too eager on having Charlie's mate come with them, but he didn't want to argue with Charlie more than they had already done, and Charlie wouldn't feel too much in the way. Liam only nodded.

Charlie patted his pockets. "I've only got about 5 pounds... I guess I'll survive." He said, slipping out of the room to go find Will. Will seemed all for the idea, he just had to borrow some decent clothes. Charlie led him into his room and opened the closet, letting his friend explore.