Charlie fidgeted nervously backstage. He gripped his guitar tighter, as the announcer called his name, and a small cheer went up. It was a small theatre with a small crowd, including some of his fellow castaways. Claire sat in front row, with Liam, Karen, Sawyer, and Walt and Rose. He couldn't see them from this view, but he knew they were there. This was it. His first performance with a new band and with him in lead. God, he was terrified.
Liam was sure he was just as nervous about hout his brother's first solo performance as Charlie himself. It was odd to finally see Charlie back on stage without standing next to him. But Liam wouldn't want to return to this life. He loved playing his guitar, yes, but he wouldn't go back on stage. He was having another life now. And this was going to change somehow again anyway.
The band was announced, and Charlie and his new bandmates, (Which included Sinjin, because apparently he'd been waiting for years for Charlie to start a band again) walked cooly on stage. Coolness he did not feel. He didn't remember ever being this nervous before a show, but then he remembered the days before the heroin. Yeah, maybe he was always this jittery. All the songs he was playing he had composed on the island, so it was a totally new set. Looking over his shoulder at the drummer, he began to play, fingers flying like he'd never left.
Liam was taken aback. It was a totally new experience to watch Charlie play. Though Liam could tell his brother was nervous he still had an appearence which was captivating. And his new songs were even more intense than the had been in the old days of Driveshaft. Liam looked around him to find that the others as well were fascinated.
The music was softer than usual, but still rivetting. He was very proud of his work. He had forgotten the thrill of performing, and soon got really into the performance, spinning around and bouncing on stage. Sinjin was laughing at him, so he strode over to Sinjin mid-lyric and blew him a kiss. He was having a blast. He didn't know why heroin had ever come into his life. This was his drug.
Liam felt proud and happy to this his brother thrive like this. It was great. He had a broad grin on his face when Charlie blew Sin a kiss. He didn't know why he found it funny but he knew he didn't care anymore what Charlie was doing with other men. He knew nothing would come between them, though he was married and Charlie had a partner.
Sinjin was smiling, and the whole band was into it. By the end of the song, Charlie's eyes were sparkling, and he was starting to sweat just a little. Grinning like a mad man, he approached the mic, laughing in a high, childish voice, before saying to the crowd, "Welcome! I'm Charlie Pace, lead singer of 'False Colors' and formerly of 'Driveshaft'. We've had a lot of fun putting this band together, so I hope you enjoy it. Sin? Take it away, mate" He said, moving back to the side of the stage as his friend began to play
Charlie was having a great time, it was so obvious. And Liam (and he was sure pretty everyone around him as well) was having a great time too. He hoped and - yes his life had changed in many ways since he had left England - prayed that this time it worked out for Charlie, that this would be he would do for the rest of his life.
Charlie finished a set of songs, bowing enthusiastically on stage before giving a call out to his survivor friends in the audience and his brother and family. Then the band and he played one last song, a song that had started the same was as the 'two brothers' song, but had a very different feel to it. It was slower and sadder, but still held the weight of the world in its lyrics. Sinjin helped him sing it, and he was glad for it. Once the song ended, they thanked the audience once more, bowed again, and left the stage.
Liam sat some while after Charlie and the band had left the stage, staring at the vacated area in front of him. The last song had left him breathless. He had recognized the biginning of the song, though it had been years since then, it was like an era Liam avoided to think about because it was his worst. He had done so much shit back then. And the rest of the song? Well, Liam was pretty breathless.
Charlie towelled off in backstage, clapping his band on the backs and laughing heartily. "We did it, mates! We're back!" He smiled, bouncing a little bit. "How do we celebrate?" Sinjin gladly brought out a bottle of Champange that he'd probably been saving this whole time, popping it and offering Charlie the first drink from the bottle. Charlie smiled, drinking up, just as some of his friends from the island and Karen showed up backstage, all congratulating him on an excelent show.
Liam finally got up, when Sawyer placed a hand on his shoulder telling him he was the last person to sit there and he should go see Charlie. Liam knew he was right. They went backstage together. As he found Charlie he patted him on the shoulder in a very comendatory way. "I'm damned proud of you baby brother! You made it! You're best!"
Charlie smiled, reaching forward to hug his brother tightly. "Thanks, big bro. It means a lot." He said, throat catching slightly. Coughing to clear it, he went to embrace Claire, kissing her lightly on the cheek. "How's Aaron? Getting used to a bed?" He laughed, holding her close. He still felt so close to Claire, almost like boyfriend/girlfriend, but he did have Sawyer, after all.
Liam was happy. Charlie had made it through his first performance with the new band. And to see Charlie happy among his friends was a great thing. Liam went to Karen, holding her close from behind. "Feeling slightly out of place among all of them." He stated.
Charlie and Claire flirted a bit, jokingly of course, making Sawyer and Michael laugh. He casually kissed her on the mouth, making her smile, before returning to Sawyer's side, giving him a big sloppy kiss as well. Walt wandered lazily over to the instruments still on stage, and Charlie followed him to show him how to play the drums a little. He felt great, looking over at Liam and winking at him jokingly.
Liam laughed at his brother. He let go off Karen who was talking to Claire by now and went to talk to Sinjin. To know that Charlie was happy and was having fun with his friends made Liam happy as well. And the best of all was that neither of them needed any bloody drugs anymore.
Charlie was getting tired so he ushered his friends from backstage so that his band could pack up their gear. He grabbed his guitar and amp, swaying a little comically under the weight, before trudging out to the van out back. He was surprised to be greeted by a crowd of fans, cheering for them. Charlie almost dropped his amp in shock, but after loading his stuff, shyly signed some autographs and took pictures with the fans and his band. Looking over at Liam, he mouthed, "Miss it?"
Liam smiled and shrugged. He didn't really miss it. at least not so much that he would be jealous of Charlie having it again. He missed to make music though. He played a bit at home, yeah, but it was only some minutes a day and his job and family didn't leave much time for more. "Not this." He replied moving his head to point at the crowd.
Charlie smiled. It wasn't really all about this. It was, after all, supposed to be about the music. And thats what Charlie was about too. He loved his fans, but he would never give up making music just for the fame. He yawned widely, thereby signaling everyone that it was time to retire. "Sorry, lassies, still haven't completely gotten all my strength back. Hope you all had a great time, and please come again, so I can see all of your beautiful faces again!" He said, moving away from the crowds in a gentlemenly manner.
"Charlie?" Liam went after his brother. "You going to celebrate with your friends or already going home?" It wasn't as if Liam wanted to party or on the other hand wanted Charlie away from his friends. He was just asking and trying to decide wether to go home with Karen and stay there, or bring her home and go back to celebrate. But maybe he should stay with her anyway, since she was due soon.
Charlie shook his head. "If you dont mind, I'd just like to bring the boys back to the house for a few drinks before sending them off again, that ok? Nothing riotous, just some calm fun. That alright with you?" Charlie asked once in the van, leaning out the window.
"Sure it is okay." Liam smiled at Charlie. "So, we're gonna take Sawyer back in our car. As long as he's not planned to stay with the others. Well, gonna go ask him. See you back home then."
Charlie and the bandmembers drove away in the van with their gear, Charlie shouting back to them that he'd see them soon at the house. He hoped he wouldn't be disturbing Meghan or Karen, but it would only be about 8 people, not too crazy. He nodded off to sleep a little in the car, Sinjin driving. Sinjin woke him up once at the house, quite surprisingly, with a kiss. And, surprising himself, Charlie kissed back.
On their way home Liam and Sawyer talked about the concert. Liam tried to say as little as possible, because he definitely hadn't an objective opinion. Well Sawyer not really either since Charlie was his partner, but still he hadn't lived with Charlie as long as Liam had to grow so proud of him, his songwriting prowess, his singing and his playing.
When they broke from the kiss, Charlie looked around to find the other bandmembers gone. "Where?" He said, distantly, to which Sinjin explained that he'd already sent them to put their stuff away. Charlie calmed a bit at this news, before looking his friend straight in the eye. "What are we doing, mate? What the bloody hell are we doing?"
When they arrived at the house, Liam wondered why Charlie's band was still waiting outside with no sign of Charlie around. He drove into the garage and told Sawyer to let them in while he'd wake Karen - who had been already napping in the back.
Charlie stepped out of the car, looking very confused. "Why me, why is it always me?" He muttered to himself, barely audibly. He saw Liam leaning into his car, and the rest of the band scattered, as Sawyer let them inside. His fellow castaways had just driven up, so he went to greet them, mind racing. Smiling, he pulled each of them into a sloppy hug, dragging them through to the house.
Liam helped Karen out of the car and walked her to the front door. "There you are." He grinned at Charlie when they walked up the stairs to the door nearly at the same time. "Began to wonder where they'd lost you. We'll go upstairs. Maybe I'll see you later. And don't feel like you only had to whisper. It's okay."
Charlie walked up to his brother, hugging him. "Thank you so much, Liam." He whispered, reluctant to let him go. "Thank you for everything." It was more than thanking him for the house and helping him back on his feet. Charlie was thanking him for not giving up on him ever. At least, he hoped he didn't give up on him.
"You're always welcome, Charlie." Liam hugged Charlie back tightly. He was glad that Charlie had forgiven him for all the bad things Liam had caused in his brother's life. He was more than grateful he had gotten a second chance. As much as Liam loved his family, Charlie would always be the most important person in his life.
As Charlie let his brother tend to his growing family, he wandered around the living room, greeting smiling people. His life seemed to finally have purpose, finally have shape. He met gazes with Sinjin and felt his insides waver, but he still didn't understand what that meant. As he went into the kitchen to get more beers for people, his friend followed him in, wrapping his arms around Charlie's thin waist. Charlie inhaled.
Liam sometimes really wondered what made him deserve all his second chances. It wasn't only that Charlie was back. He had made it get rid off his addictions, Charlie was back, and he even had gotten a second chance on his life as a dad. He wasn't on tour, he wasn't on drugs, he was damned aware of Karen and her pregnancy.
Charlie slowly exhaled. Sinjin's lips were on his neck, and he tensed and relaxed, his mind and body fighting. "Sinjin... we can't... Sawyer, he'll fucking kill me." He said, as his head rolled back on its own accord. What the fuck was he doing?
Liam loved being around Karen these days but it also scared him a lot. He hadn't been around the last time. He had been on tour in Europe and the night of Meghan's birth he spent wandering through the streets of Dresden searching for a chance to get get his next fix. He felt Karen play with the hair in his neck.
Charlie's body won, and he turned around to kiss Sinjin gently on the lips, a hunger growing as their mouths mashed together. Maybe Charlie was a slut, or maybe Sinjin was the one he was supposed to be with. He didn't know, exactly. All he knew was the feelings that were pouring through him each second, and the feeling of his friend/lover? pulling him farther away from the party.
Liam turned to see Karen looking at him a little worried. She told him to stop thinking to much, to either go to sleep or go downstairs, but definitely stop thinking too much becaue she didn't want him to have wrinkles too soon.
Charlie couldn't think properly, he was being pulled somewhere, but he didn't know where. When they stopped, he found himself in the small room with the staircase and two small loveseats (rather fitting for the moment) sitting around them, as Sinjin pushed him onto one, straddling his legs and sitting on his lap. "Sinjin...maybe we shouldn't... not here..."
"Don't wanna leave you alone." he replied causing Karen to laugh softly saying something among him being stupid. "You really don't mind me going downstairs? I can't go to sleep yet." Karen kissed him on the cheek sending him off. "You know wher to find me, or... or call the land line." He told her laying his cell phone on her nightstand earning a chuckle.
Charlie's brain started to wake up a little, and he fought a little against his friend's grasp. Not nearly enough to imply that he didn't want this, just that he was torn. He shifted, letting the other man's lips attack his collarbone, while he looked around breathlessly. "Fucking hell, mate"
Liam leaned down to kiss Karen one last time before he'd leave the bedroom. Only now did he hear a bit of people chatting, and laughing. They were cool, Liam thought. They were quiet enough so Karen would be able to sleep and Meghan wouldn't wake up, but they weren't keeping it down too much to not have fun. Slowly he walked down the stairs.
Charlie heard the creak of a stair step, just as Sinjin nipped him hard on his chest. He froze, as did his friend. It was too late though, he could already see Liam's feet. He was caught. Fuck!
Liam instinctively looked around - he couldn't help it, he always did, at the lastest from when Meghan was old enough to play hide and seek and did it all the time when she heard her dad coming down the stairs. He froze. "Charlie?" he asked unbelievingly.
Charlie blushed bright red, and he hung his head. There was no excuse for this. He motioned for Sinjin to get off of him. He needed to talk to Liam. As his friend walked away, adjusting tighter jeans, Charlie walked over to Liam on the stairs. "I have no idea, Liam. I don't know. Maybe I just am a slut. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me." He said, choking up a little. He really wanted Liam's comfort now, but he didn't think he was going to get it. He really didn't deserve it.
"Just be glad it's me who found you. Sawyer'd be likely to kill you." Liam left Charlie standing where he was. He didn't want to hurt Charlie, but he couldn't look him in the eyes now. Though it was ridiculous, why shouldn't Charlie be going on with Sin, he was doing the same with Liam and still he was together with Sawyer. Anyway, Liam just couldn't right now. He turned again as he reached the botton. "Won't tell him though."
Charlie felt alone, deflated. "Liam, am I a slut?" He whispered, hopefully loud enough for him to hear. He sat down on the step, banging his head against the banister. Back to his masochistic ways, yet again.
Liam looked at his brother. He was a terrible sight. Liam went some steps back to kneel before him. "Charleh, stop it." He said laying his hands on Charlie's cheeks to stop him from banging and get him to look at him. "I don't know what to tell you. As I saw you I first was disgusted and thought you are. But... Well, I don't relly think you are. And if you were, wouldn't I be either?"
Charlie hung his head. "I don't know why I do it, I don't, its just me not being used to having people wanting to do that." He rambled, knowing he didn't make much sense. He didn't know how to say waht he was trying to.
"What the fuck d'you want to say?" Liam was getting confused. It was late and this wasn't making it easier to get his brother's ramblings.
Charlie thumped his head against the stairs again. "I'm not used to people wanting me..." he said, blushing a bit. He'd always been the loser, when did he become the most wanted bachelor ever? It was a bit crazy.
Liam smiled softly at his brother. "Well then you'd better get used to the life of a front man." he said with a wink. "And by the way, I'v always wanted you." he added and placed a soft kiss on his brother's cheek.
Charlie hung his head. "What do I do, Liam? Sinjin... he's always been special to me. I've always liked him. But... Sawyer is such a part of my life now. I don't know. Fuck, I dont know!" He tried to thump his head against the wall again, only to be stopped by Liam's hands.
"I don't know, love. You might hate me if I'd tell you to listen what your your heart tells you. But it's all I can think of. I think you've gone through a lot of stuff with Sawyer which really drew a bond. But you've also known Sinjin for ages. So... I'm sorry I don't know." Liam took his brother into a tight hug. "I'm sorry love."
Charlie hung his head. It all came down to love. Who did he love? Well, Liam, he loved Liam. He loved music, and he loved Karen and Meghan. But did he love Sawyer, or Sinjin? As if in a trance, he stood up, walking outside and standing in the cool night air. He started to sing, in a sad, broken voice. "Blackbird singing in the dead of night..."
Liam stayed on the stairs watching Charlie standing outside through the wide open door. He felt miserable for not being able to tell his brother what would be the best thing to do. He was thinking of getting Sawyer to comfort Charlie just as Claire came out of the living room asking if he'd seen Charlie. "Yeah, just out there." he replied pointing at the open door.
As Claire came out to the porch, Charlie smiled faintly to her. She knew something was wrong, of course, she always knew. She sat him down on the step, sitting next to him, talking to him. Charlie smiled at her kind face. Here was another person he loved. Perhaps he loved her more than any of the others. She had given him more than anyone else. She'd given him that family write that he'd missed so much. She'd given him purpose. She was the only girl he'd ever loved like this.
Liam smiled happily. Fate'd sent him the right person to talk to Charlie. He went to close the door some and finally went into the livingroom to the others. It wasn't a moment later that he was approached by Sinjin asking him if Charlie was ok. "He is. Just needs some time now, so better leave him be for a bit." Liam replied meeting Sawyer's asking eyes at the other end of the room. He wondered why he'd come down, this was being a bit much for a late eveing.
Charlie smiled as Claire stroked his cheek. She knew he was with Sawyer, but she also knew he wasn't entirely happy. She kissed his jaw, just by his ear, whispering something about how he should come stay with her and Aaron, that she missed him. Charlie closed his eyes. The breeze hit his hair, blowing it across his forehead. "Maybe..." he said, holding her hand closer. "Maybe..."
Liam excused himself, letting Sinjin stand where he was and went over to the kitchen. That'd be the right moment for some beer, he thought making a grimace, but he wouldn't touch it. No way. He opened the fridge to get some juice, and closed it just as he heard someone enter the kitchen. "Listen Sin I'm not in the mood to..." He said turning around. "Oh, hey Sawyer."
Charlie let himself be pulled to her breast, laying his head on her, smiling at the feeling of being so loved. This was his answer, right here.
"Charlie is outside talking to Claire, okay? No other bloke he'd make out with and if there even was it's none if my bloody business." He said even before Sawyer could ask the question Liam was sure he'd ask. Sawyer darted him a confused look telling him to get a grip. Before Liam knew what was happening he felt Sawyers strong hands all over him and his hot breath against his ear. Liam froze as Sawyer bit his earlobe and said Liam'd need to calm the fuck down.
Claire kissed Charlie softly, so that he opened up to her immediately. He wanted to go with her so badly. He wanted to find his solitude, his purpose. He knew Aaron already thought of him as a Da, maybe he could do it. But how would he break it to Sawyer and them? "God, I wish it were simpler" he mumbled against her cheek.
Liam tried to shove Sawyer away but he was held too tight. "What the bloody hell do you sodding prick think you're doing?!" He said with force, he didn't want to yell since he really didn't need to get the attention of the other people who where just in the next room. But Sawyer didn't stop, he rather pressed his lips on Liam's and bit and suck them mumbling something about variety.
Claire responded that it didn't have to be this complicated, and he nodded. He pulled her up with him, standing and walking back inside to the party. "Not now." He whispered to her. "I'll talk to him later. Want a drink?" He said, walking with her to the kitchen.
Liam was angry to feel his body react in exactly the way he didn't want it to. "Bastard!" he hissed against Sawyer's lips before finally accepting Sawyer's tongue. "Fuck!" Liam moaned when Sawyer grabbed his ass and grinded his crotch against Liam's. "FUCK!" Liam's eyes were starring in horror at the two people entering the kitchen.
Charlie, though shocked, just raised his eyebrows in an amused fashion. "Well... how about that?" He chuckled, surprising himself. He reached around the two of them, grabbing two beers. Turning to Claire, he whispered against her neck, "Should we stay and watch, or give them some time?" to which Claire just chuckled, settling herself against the wall.
Sawyer didn't stop getting at Liam though Liam tried to get free of him. "Charlie, see it's..." Liam didn't get much further for Sawyer's tongue was penetreting his mouth again. Liam wasn't really sure if Sawyer was really aware of the two others, he didn't know what the hell was wrong with Sawyer.
Charlie just laughed before pulling Sawyer off of Liam, allowing the man to kiss his mouth a bit before pushing him firmly away and telling him to stop. "See it's what?" Charlie said with a grin towards his brother.
"I dunno, I guess I was going to say it's nothing what it looks like. But..." Liam adjusted his still quite tight jeans. "I don't even know what it looked like, I..." He sat down on a kitchen chair. "I'd better stop rambling."
Charlie smiled at his brother, and then at Claire. "What do you want, now, Liam? Now that you're all hot and bothered? You want Sawyer to finish what he started? Or you want to go back to Karen and sleep?" Charlie liked playing the devil's advocate. It led to good times.
Liam glared at Charlie. This wasn't fair. It definitely wasn't. But he couldn't deny he was pretty hot and turned on. "I..." he sighed deeply. "The Fuck! Finish it!" He almost panted.
Charlie smiled evilly, grabbing Liam's hand and leading him, Sawyer, and Claire into the downstairs guest room that Charlie used for his music. Sitting on the couch, he left the spare bed for Liam to lay on, as Sawyer happily joined him. Claire laughed, joining Charlie on the couch.
"You fucking going to watch? Or are you two planning on something else?" Liam asked while Sawyer was taking off his clothes and began to unbuckle Liam's belt. He would've never expected himself in such a weird situation.
Charlie leaned back, pretending to stretch, as Claire began to kiss his neck. "Oh, come now, Liam, I'm sure you've been in this situation before. Just forget I'm even here." He wrapped an arm around Claire, kissing her softly.
Liam closed his eyes enjoying what Sawyer was doing to him. "That's been damned ages ago, Charlie." he replied before he was told by Sawyer to shut the fuck up and was forced to take his cock into his mouth. Instinctively he began to lick and suck right away, without the slightes hint of protest.
Charlie moaned softly, watching the two of them, and felt Claire's body grow excited. She mumbled something about how she was getting too old for this, and Charlie just laughed. "Should I try to make you feel like a teenager again love?"
Propping up against the bed-head, Liam eased Sawyer's whole thick cock into his mouth nearly down his throat, just so he didn't gag. He grabbed Sawyer's hand getting it at his own rock hard cock. Sawyer's touch was rough and fierce, but it felt like just what he deserved, no soft love making, just rough lust performance.
Claire straddled Charlie, sitting on his lap as they kissed, his hands all over her warm body. It was so different from being with a bloke. It was soft and gentle, where he was used to hard, fast, now. He pulled her as close as possible, kissing her as if he wished to devour her
His lust and need had taken him so much Liam really forgot that he and Sawyer weren't the only people in the room. He laughed at himself when he noticed he was nearly pouting like a 5-year-old who had been taken away his lolly when Sawyer withdrew from his mouth, gripping him hard by the waist and turning him onto his stomach. Liam heard Sawyer spit into his hands and lube his cock.
Claire was rubbing herself against Charlie with vigor, so much that Charlie was responding rapidly, sucking at her chest just above her breast. She was asking him to fuck her, but he couldn't. It wasn't like being with a guy, that you could do it with no condom easier. "I can't love... I've got nothing.. nothing to protect you..." He kissed her neck again, lapping at it.
Liam suck in breath hard as Sawyer shove into his hole rapidly. It was so different from what he got from Charlie. Sure they'd be fierce from lust too, but it still was gentlier than sex with Sawyer. Liam cry-moaned out loud when Sawyer bit his neck. He desperately wanted to touch his cock, but as if he'd sensed it Sawyer took his arms pulling them on Liam's back and pushing him more into the matress.
Charlie didn't know much about the female body, but he could figure out how to pleasure Claire. He mumbled into her neck, "cut me some slack, I haven't dont his with a bird in a while." before stroking her breasts with one hand and moving the other to her clit.
"Fuck, Sawyer! Please!" Liam groaned into the pillow. But all he got were more bites - which Liam wondered if they's be still visible for Karen the morning - and hard slaps on his ass. Though it made him slightly angry as well, it turned Liam even more on to be called a slut and a sodding incest perv.
Claire trembled in his arms and he wondered how long it had been since she's last had a lover. She was strung so tight he could have played her, and had a desire to, but he just breathed her in, still pleasuring her best he could while trying his best to ignore his own throbbing need. It wasn't long before she came at his hand, trembling and collapsing onto him.
"Hell, Sawyer, touch me. Gonna cum." Liam begged. He felt his throbbing, almost hurting erection jump even more when Sawyer told him he couldn't come until he told him to. Liam tightened his ass around Sawyer, milking him, hoping he was just as close.
Claire met his gaze softly, kissing him even softer. She sat down on his lap again and laughed, asking if he wanted her to take care of 'that'. He couldn't speak, only swallow, but before he knew it, she was undoing his fly and slipping her mouth over his cock. "Fuck..."
Finally Sawyer pulled Liam up a bit and began to stroke his cock while the pace with which he was fucking him went faster, more desperate. Liam reared some more crying out he was going to cum right now just as Sawyer told him to come for him and he felt Sawyer's hot fluid being shot inside him.
Charlie threw his head back, not daring to look Claire in the eye. Fucking hell it was different. He didn't know if he liked it more or less, just that he liked it a lot. "Fuck, Claire, what you do to me." He looked up to see his brother and Sawyer finishing, watching with a thrill of pleasure.
Liam came on the unused sheets, before collapsing totally spent. He turned onto his back pulling Sawyer back for a wet, soppy kiss. "Awesome damned fucker." Liam breathed against Sawyer's neck, licking the salty sweat away.
Charlie arched into her mouth, trying his best to breathe. He met Liam's eye across the room, breathing deeply in and out. He was unraveling though, and couldn't do anything when he started feeling the heat in his belly.
Liam watched Charlie being sucked feeling his own cock become hard again. He wanted Charlie. He wanted him right now. He wanted to fuck him hard. But he couldn't have him now. He wondered if he could have him ever again if he'd be with Claire now. His cock was aching again with desire. He turned his look from Charlie and kissed Sawyer hard.
Charlie shifted, unable to sit still under Claire's ministrations. He didn't know what to do, but didn't have much time to think as it just got to be too overwhelming for him, and he spilled into her mouth. Collapsing against the couch, he looked sympathetically at her. "Sorry..." He whispered.
Liam pressed his crotch against Sawyer's thigh showing him there was something that needed to be taken care of. Sawyer bit Liam'e lower lip among with telling him he'd be a greedy little bastard but nonetheless rubbing his thigh against Liam's erection making him moan loud.
Claire and Charlie curled up on the couch, utterly sated and exhausted. They held eachother close, breathing softly, sighing at the post-coital peace, not even noticing anyone else was in the room.
Liam wasn't sure if he'd be in position to ask for something, but still he told Sawyer: "Sixtynine me." in a hoarse voice. He was surprised that Sawyer did as he was asked, changing his position so he'd show his butt to Liam and started sucking him.
Charlie smiled at his brother's actions. Guessing that with Meghan pregnant, Liam wasn't getting much in this department lately. He nuzzled Claire's neck, holding her closer. She smelled so good, life flowers and baby powder. Was so different from guys.
Liam did Sawyer's cock with his hand using his tongue for some other part. Using as much saliva as he could he licked aroung Sawyer's puckering hole and darted his tongue into it, being rewarded with some loud groans and moans.
Charlie heard the sounds from the bed nearby, but couldn't bother himself to look away from Claire's eyes. He kissed her softly, romantically, caressing her face with his fingers and lips. This was where he needed to be.
Liam felt Sawyer build up, which made him get quite closer as well. "Make me cum! Need to cum!" He begged and bit Sawyer's cheek. It felt so good, it was so different from sharing a bed with Karen's huge belly. And still he would've liked it better if it was Charlie.
Charlie looked over to see the two boys on the bed, sighing. He held a finger up to Claire really quickly before walking to the bed, laying down and starting to kiss Liam's spine, trying to drive him over the edge.
"Jeezfuckingchrist!" Liam cried out, reared and came with a blast in Sawyer's mouth. The knowledge alone that Charlie was there nearly had driven him over the edge, but the feeling of Charlie's soft lips were too much. He pumped Sawyer with some last firm strokes, making him come on his chin and neck and chest. He turned around looking Charlie in the eyes before kissing him hard and soppy.
Charlie let his brother kiss him momentarily before pulling back, wiping his mouth. He smiled a little sadly, going back over to Claire, grabbing her hand, and leading her out of the room, afraid to meet his brother's eyes.
As perfect as his life seemed only seconds ago as broken it seemed right now. The only comfort was Sawyer being still there. "So that was it, huh, he's with a female now?" He said looking at Sawyer shortly before staring at the ceiling. Sawyer mentioned something about them belonging together, though he'd never had thought Charlie'd go for a bird like that.
Charlie and Claire walked back through the party before going out onto the porch again. Sitting down, Charlie sighed. "I don't know, Claire, I don't know. This is all so perfect, but its completely new too, and I'm not gonna lie and say I'm not scared, cause I am..." He rambled on momentarily while Claire drew designs on his back with her fingers. "I want this so much..." He said, weakly, laying his head on her arm.
Liam was still lyingon the bed while Sawyer got dressed. He didn't know how and what he felt right now. He was too confused to get any straight thoughts. Sawyer was already at the door saying he'd be gone and Liam should move ass too and go to his wife. Liam didn't react. He couldn't be bothered with anything right now. | |
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